I cant show the cravings. I cant let the world see. But I need their attention. I need them to see me. Even when I am not doing anything. I just want them to notice me. They have their lives though. So I hide my need for their attention, for their validation. I hear the forces that accuse attention seekers. And I cringe within.
I am an attention feen.
I am ashamed, but then I am not. It is who I am.
I am attention feen and this is my first step to admitting it.
A step at a time and i’ll come out blazing, getting over what people will say.
I am a feen!
* FEENING means “Craving, wanting really badly” It is an acronym, abbreviation or slang word.